There's Magic In These Moments

By Evan Sanders


There's pressure.

Lots of pressure. The type of pressure that turns you into something you've never been before. The type of pressure that can crumble you or turn you into something amazing.

There's fury in this heart of mine right now. There's this strong pull I can feel tearing at me to go a different direction.

I've felt this pressure before.

I've felt this building for some time.

I can feel this over my chest, running up through my cheekbones and down the sides of my neck. It's circulating.

It begs you to do what you know you should do.

It begs you to change your actions, to drop everything you've ever done before, to let the old pieces of you fall away and to usher in a new era for yourself.

I've not made that decision previously because I was scared to. Scared to dive into that place...

Because I know that this version of myself, this version that I worked so hard to create...I'll just never be able to go back. I'll never be able to go back to the person I am right now because of the request.

The request to do it all differently.

What a strange feeling.

It takes a lot of faith to drop into something new. It takes a lot of faith to step onto a path that you have no idea where it will take you. All you know is that it's going to take you somewhere great.

To run on faith...blind faith...is the hardest thing to do.

It's not even fear...

Yet...

It doesn't feel unguided.

I'm here writing today, after days and days of thinking about all of this making a commitment to diving into all of it. My commitment goes beyond just writing these words...I've sealed it in many other ways.

Leave all of the old pieces behind.

And step into something that will change your life. Never come back. Never look back.

All the logical arguments could tell me otherwise, but this is all beyond logic. All beyond what my mind could possibly tell me. This is in the depths of my heart.

Far past a simple understanding.

I'm leaving my mind behind on this one.

And trusting I'm headed right where I belong.




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